Bismillah.

In the name of Allah. Lord of mercy, giver of mercy.

I always start with Bismillah, because Allah swt is my beginning & my end. With Allah I can accomplish anything and without Allah Rabbul Izzah, I am nothing. It is the most humbling feeling, to release control to the creator and still be empowered by the mercy that surrounds me. To feel Allah’s presence, all I need to do is breathe and for this, I am eternally grateful.

Lately I am fixated on “being in the present”, “enjoying the moment”, “leaving tomorrow to the lord of tomorrow”. However, being present means I am made aware of my mortal status. Forget next year, we aren’t even promised the next prayer and that is our reality. As my beloved prophet Muhammad (pbuh) said “pray each prayer as if its your last”. Terrifying? a little. But what is the first thought that comes to mind? For me, I wonder, did I attain the pleasure of my Lord. Did I fall short? Heartbreaking. Did Allah’s mercy envelop me? I’m beaming with light. Will I be content with my end? The end.. is not the present, so lets get back to focus.

The present is now. Today, I pray, I ask for forgiveness, I beg for mercy. I do my best because Allah will reward me for my efforts. I find solace in knowing that Allah, Most Merciful does not expect perfection from me. As long as I work towards progress, have the right intention and always seek forgiveness, My Rabb, the Master of the day of judgement, the King of all kingdoms is with me in each moment.

The true battle is the Jihad of the Naf’s. Is it easy? I wish.

Worth it? 100%.

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